Sometimes I wonder. Why do I put myself in a position that hurts me. Or makes me feel less than. It's because I make the decision to do it. To deal with it and accept the consequences and emotions I will feel from it . I want it so badly. He does not. I respect. … Continue reading Why we do what we do
its my favorite thing to do.. Something creative, I crave it, and then feel and show emotions that are only presented when I am super excited, happy, and I giggle to myself with giddiness. Then have to compose my emotions, because I need to contain my excitement, as I am special, and I don't hide … Continue reading Some nights..
So loud and disturbing Cannot get in a clear thought Tones of different conversations Partially listening Understanding little parts Quickly changed by other words Losing remembrance of what she heard A new story and idea, she smiles To quickly compose Before clouded and forgotten Short windows will close So excited, words spoken to quick Exhausting … Continue reading Lost words
it is not home when you are not there she is not next to me. a piece of me is empty for which you both complete me home is knowing exactly where you are how you are feeling, loudness filling the house echoing the halls laughter & fun In our own little space, a space … Continue reading my home …. unfinished
Reasons that Of love Each a part of me Created to fulfill Their destiny So new , Not yet curupted Leader must convey , instill Proper morals , a path to follow Learn by example , trying hard not to fail My emotions they feel Pretending it's not real, the burden to succeed. Quality time … Continue reading Reasons of love
march10 1.she sits and hides, emotion lost from the side 2.nowhere to go, no where to run, 3.leave that life behind, no more looking back 4.time to take your life back , accept the changes, 5. no regrets, no regrets, don’t look back 6.follow that bright road ahead, 1.she often wonders , how can she … Continue reading Poem.. need input (song layout)
when you finally see… the big picture and it shouts out to you RANDOM , like seriously while writing completely different story/writtig/creative, this blocked my mind and showed up and I couldn’t help but stop what I was doing and start to write about it before I forget the point. So literally…….Im writing a poem … Continue reading the “big picture”
change I realize more and more each day Why I didn't stay. So much more for me . Out there A chance away. Once again Finding the things I love. Reasons I smile That magical feeling My hear beat increasing , so happy it's hard to describe , But it's mine, my own memory, in … Continue reading chance or change?
A puzzled grin, she starts to believe How quickly life changes, hard to perceive Things we once knew, honest and true Deceiving, malicious, I never thought you had it in you? Harsh words spoken with only half-truths rather not to ask, given no proof you believe what you hear, as devastating and cruel almost better … Continue reading She Realized
we all do it. we know better, but always find a reason to break them. Break the rules we normally tell ourselves not to do. Find a little reason, the little bad voice saying "yeah! fun fun, no consequence. But in all reality there is always a consequence, the next day. Most of us know … Continue reading breaking the rules